الاثنين، 9 يناير 2012


Dear SalwaGreetings, either afterI know that when Tqraúan this letter I have gone out of the country, I have loved you so much love Ahtawany and fill the universe, but I realized that me about you, in your best interest of the Secon first place I promise this. Aahabibty to my heart, who is unhappy in wailing to the end of life, as Vrahilk meant death to him.
Habibty Fine Is Taatzkrien the first time where some together? It's the most beautiful moment I have ever seen, even when they accepted two small hands have left the meaning of conscience in a beautiful, sings those tunes, which was printed in striking the heart of the foundation. I know I left you at the best moments of your life, it's your wedding day dream that has been made after a long wait, almost be achieved without leaving the country, I feel that in your heart and your mind together, a question calling for help, says what has kept you??
And you are aware of the shock when the wedding did not come with the knowledge that we were to choose everything, even the Hall site, wedding dress and suit, what Saahoudrmen famous singers and artists, but the amount collected is the one who has chosen to divide us, we do not feel, I love you Tamy beloved, my rose had robbed Monkey nectar, and I of done this sin, anti the only entered on my heart without permission, Aqthmty castles mental and Djalth paralyzed from the large number of thinking, and you are currently viewing our myself how I like one, and I did not Create for love but to kill.
I was in the beginning I fear the sight of blood falling from the victim and was in piece time, my conscience is alive me feel guilty for what she did, but I with the time I used it, you kill the standing front or oppose my way or ordered me to kill him, I was a serial killer and still, no one Amathlny in my strength and my will power. Tlzzt but every drop of blood being shed with all the people you kill him, kill him and would love to see him suffer until the knife and the reel is like a slaughtered that are resistant to death till the last breath of life. Hpky made me an angel, but unfortunately I was a demon in the garb of an angel, I have worked a professional killer, and I Omri three and thirty years, and I met my first wife and her name Sarah at a bar called the Black Panther, was working Xaqah wine and you unusual that Sit next to the table by the window as it was too hot, and I look forward to something cool, Fraatha Calverashhaljamilh multicolored floating around about Allalú coral, and I said in my mind does not hesitate for a moment here is at your fingertips, Vnadett it, and I said to her, Miss, I want to Drink Hambanaa, quickly Arjuky I want to tell Zmye, before Open my eyes, Agamadha flag and it places me Cambanaa requested. What do I do now? I want to have Bmknon I share my feelings overflowing emotion that flirting, Vnayat it again and I said, I hope that you take your phone number so Ntgdt together What do you think?And remained silent for a short time so I thought it Satervd, but she said to me: I love the man bold to say what the inside, and I agree to give you my phone number, I was happy and fill my heart pleasure and orgasm, and after many a conversation together, and interviews, I knew it would be my wife I was single, and love of life, and fun, this is what drew me to it we got married, at the beginning it was Love and gram Adfye our lives, even a living with children started down the problems to us, as if a curse from heaven, I am tired of the large number of applications and complaints that do not expire, and whenever I see my children, I did not love them Gvd made my life hell, the more grown up before my eyes whenever Azdat differences between me and my wife, everything they say that love and marriage blessing were lying, with the first birth the child appeared specter of his responsibility, and I do not like the piece.
I do not know what to do with them? Did not understand them, and they are not Vhmuny, and our lives have become impossible to talk to the rest ....... ...............
I do not know what to do? Perhaps if their mercy from the miserable life, and became in Paradise was the best for them and me, has made what is inside me and comfort me, and is also a favorite of murder, will go to the pub so drank some whiskey and then think about what is the way that will die from it , After I finished drinking, I went to the house, that was my plan is to open the tube Albotjazo are asleep, they're in the top of deep sleep, deep in happy dreams, opened the tube, confirmed that the windows are closed, they will not feel something beautiful angels Since you will not carry the day their problems on me anymore.I do not know you died or Vakedoa awareness?Cyrhlon and if they were in a dream, the great structure Helmy myself this is the world she created, I set his fate in the Alto, the moment, out of the house, I have nothing to say, my feet and walk and go back, to see the more I feel I just got back in the same place is my home. Is my decision was quick to kill them? And is murder is the solution?
Whenever you stand in my way one kill him? Why Genoa those poor children to die the moment of indiscretion or emotion, my wife, who lost in a man does not want to take responsibility will not go back to the house until rescued from death, opened the door, turned to the tube Albotjaz so rescued, ran to the room the children in order to Aoukzam, but they did not wake up the specter of death hangs over the house, took all the dear and precious to my wife and my children why I kill them, you gone mad? I cried and Kalqth that eat her children mourn them after separation.
Early in the morning reached the police what had happened, I claimed that I was not at home at the time of the incident, I am accustomed to the house after it is too late, the police deployed in all parts of the house like ants, they take fingerprints from everywhere, there Zabt alleged by Mr. IbrahimStop me, told me: 'It's a disaster, the cohesion and survival to God Almighty, when entered into the house last night? I said to him: I do not know I was in shock when I smelled gas, all I could think of is that the tube is closed, no more and this is what happened Zabott Ibrahim said: I do not want you to swear by God, good, at least where you fry? He said to him: We have in the bar drink whiskey and the witnesses that God accepts the repentance Zabott Ibrahim said: God willing, repent you, tomorrow I want you to go to the police station so he finished the rest of the words, your hands will take the fingerprints of that routine for the rest of the in
And what then? I be able to live in this housewhich has become a wreck? I destroyed thehouse and made it scary, I was reminded ofwhen Sarah was like me and requests mesatisfaction, as well as my children who love to play with me, it was all in vain Because of me.What is this which I see they are the ghosts of my wife and my children to look and cry, as if theyblame me for what I did, please do not kill me, Idid this for your interests only, will not..  
             Out of the house quickly, leaving all the ruins behind me until I realized I am in front of the pub's favorite, and entered and I am exhausted, my heart is fast impulses and mental distraction, and I sat on my desk that I was sitting by the alwaysby myself, caught a glimpse of my own eyesgirlfriend Sarah and is looking at, approachingme something by little, she said to me that Sarah was my childhood friend, and it was all secret with me I'll get you up and whiskey to warm climate is very cold and when I went for it Hamdallah 
               She did not notice a thing or it could be that my appearance does not have anything and now theapproaching second and smile and give me thewhiskey I said, a smile: Thank you, she said to me: do not you, do the police said to you something new for the incident, I said to her: No,recently I have I went off me and I drank so much that I did not realize how many exactly, I left them and entered his name to the hotel nights and did not know myself and I'm not lying on the ground and to talk to the rest ............... ..........

يا عزيزى كلنا شيوخ ( يجوز )

انا اقصد كل ما يدعون انهم شيوخ و هم ليسوا بشيوخ , من منا كابشر يستطيع ان يحكم على احد ان كان شيخا ام لا  
نحن نقول على الشخص شيخا ذلك لانه كبير فى السن او انسان وقور او متدين  , للاسف هذا ليس مقياس بالنسبة ان يكون الانسان شيخا , فانا كلمة المشيخة تقال لاهل العلم الذين لديهم العلم و الثقافة فى شئون الدين الاسلامى , و عندما يتحدثون بمنطلق واعى و حضارى تشعر به و تثتبطه من خلال كلامه و الاحاديث النبوية و المواقف التى كانت تحدث للنبى صلى الله عليه و سلم , هناك المفتى الديار المصرية الذى يتحدث و هو يعلم جيدا اين صح من الخطأ , اما الذين اتحدث عنهم الان هم الذين لا يفقهون الدين الاسلامى شىء و يقولوا على انفسهم شيوخ مثل شخصية جمال البنا الذى يبيح الحرام , يجعل مننا سفهاء , صرح اكثر من مرة بانه يفقهه كل شىء و نحن لا نعلم هل نحن جهلاء الى هذا الحد لدرجة اننا لا نستطيع التفرقة بين الحرام و الحلال , سوف اقول شىء من اقواله مثل السجائر حلال فى رمضو هو ان السجائر حلال فى رمضان , اذا كانت هى اصلا حرام و الشرع محرمها لانها بتضر و فى بعض الاحيان بتقتل الانسان     تقتل الانسان , توصل بيه الوقاحة انه يحللها فى رمضان و هناك مقولة تانية تجعل الواحد يموت غيظا و هو عندما يبيح ان 
الشباب يقبلون الفتيات فى الجامعات حتى لا تحدث فتنة مع الشباب هذا شىء من الجنون كيف لاخ يبيح لاخته بان شاب يقبلها ؟ هل الرجولة اختفت ام ان هذا الرجل مجنون لايعى ما يقول , ان سمح الاخ لاخته بان يقبلها شاب فسوف يفتح على نفسه طاقة جهنم و مش بعيد اخته رجعة البيت و هى متزوجة واحد اهلها ما يعرفوش عنه حاجة و دى تبقى مصيبة كبيرة , انا لا اعلم من اين تأتى له الاتلك الافكار الننيرة التى  لا نعلم مغزها أو من اين اتى بها , فهو عندهو كل شىء يجوز و كذلك هناك شيخ لا داعى لذكر الاسماء يقوا 
ان الخمر ليست حرام و ان الخمر لا تسكر على حسب عقل الانسان اذ انه يجوز اخذ رشفة خمر ان كان عقله لا يستحمل و هناك 
شخص يستطيع ان يشرب كوبا من الخمر و هناك شخص يستطيع ان يشرب كوبين دون ان يسكر , المهم فى الاخر ان الخمر لا يسكر 
و نحن نعلم جميعا ان الخمر من المحرمات و قد حرامها الله سبحانه و تعالى حتى يستطيع الانسان ان يدرك و يعى من حوله 
و هناك شيخة تقول ان محاكمة حسنى مبارك سوف تاتى لنا بالخراب و الدمار , ان الظالم نهايته تكون بعدل الله سبحانه و تعالى 
نحن لم نظلمه حتى يحل علينا سخط من الله سبحانه و تعالى نحن لم نأمر الامن بقتل المتظاهرين و نحن لم نحرق قلوب امهات الشهداء
اللاتى لم يستطعن اخذ القصاص لابنها الذى ذهب متأثرا بجراحه , لم نظلم احد بل هو الذى ظلمنا طوال الثلاثون عاما فها انتى تدركى ما تقولين  , سرقنا و نحن لم نسرقه , فالى متى هذا الافتاء الذى سيؤدى بنا الى الغرق ؟ من انتم حتى تبيحون ذلك و تحرمون تلك 
انكم تقذفوننا فى القاع و لا نعلم عقباه , خوفى كل الخوف ان شخص يصدق كلامهم الى ملهوش اساس من الصحة 
و لا له خلفية او حديث نبوى شريف او اى حاجة تخلينا نصدقهم , اتنم للاسف و لا حاجة انتم مجرد هوجة هتاخذ و قتها و بعدين تروح يوم تحت و يوم فوق ملكمش اساس  و ليكم دية و اخر كلامى اقول يجوز .. يجوز .. يجوز .